Drinking a lot of water, eating properly thanks to you guys, feeling serene. Thank you. 🤍

Ahahah, thank you, that’s flattering. ദ്ദി（• ˕ •マ.ᐟ

It is mutual, Love Bug.

Indeed, Bright One. Thank you. My first instinct was to lash out because I was already having a bloody awful day and the only way the term “Child” would come off weird is if you see me as an Offender which infuriated me. I am a survivor of CSA and even thinking that someone would see me in said way hurts me deeply. People should think a Little more before Speaking, in my opinion. I know it might be hard for a few sometimes, but you have to get used to it. It’s life.

Thank you Deer, my love. You are the prettiest fawn on these woods~.

Indeed, indeed, Child! Oh, Mousie~ You’re so smart. They grow so fast… Single tear drop. I am still wondering where the hell those Many People are… Perhaps they are smaller than you, Little Mousie, so small we cannot see with the naked eye! Oh, what are those? Maybe microscopic objects like viruses or sperm! Giggles. ૮꒰˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶꒱ა Angel wishes you an even happier day, Mouse. 🪽

Many people? You seem to be the first one complaining and every single anon I have called Child always seems to be returning with nothing but positivity. I call everyone child because I never really had parents so I feel a certain Fatherly Love towards people that are kind to me. If it makes you uncomfortable, then get the fuck out of my profile. I never asked for you to be here on the first place. I mean that as politely as possible, of course. ^^

Pinches your cheek. Hello again, Mousie. I like tea better; Caffeine makes me anxious. And only cold tea; I am not fond of hot beverages for some reason.

Yes I am indeed, Child. And for the latter… Unpleasant. My feelings fade with time, I become unattached and bored very easily and replace people with a snap of my fingers, hence why the last relationship I had was seven years ago. I have only dated two times in my life and do not seem to be very interested in pursuing a connection that is not sexual. Maybe this is a trauma response, but I will not be thinking much about it. ᨳ𐔌՞҂ ˕ ֊՞𐦯ᜊ

Thank you so much, Darling Deer. There are so many things I haven’t spoken about; Things I am honestly only finding out about my past now, alone. Drug use has been a constant theme in my life since the age of 8 so now that I am clean, a lot has been coming to me and I have been understanding myself more. Finally understanding why I had the need to constantly numb myself. It is a lonely road indeed, but I have been slowly morphing my Loneliness into Solitude. Thank you for such kind words.

You see, child; I was raised in filth. My mind is tormented by violence and hatred by every breath I take. Yet I am very logical, my intelligence is the only thing I can point out in myself… Sometimes. Teehee. An individual does not have to have empathy inside themselves to be good, simply understand it. It’s logical thinking. I understand how the human mind works, see the damage cruelty can cause on others, therefore I do not act upon it, even though I fantasise oh so often in doing so. To be kind is to have brains.

We already talked about this but I would like to add that reading your supportive words, no matter where they are, makes my day a tad bit lighter. Thank you, dear.

Hello Robin baby, sweet angel of my dreams. 🪽 I did in fact, yet I ended up selling them all to them, ahahah! I have a hard time feeling attached to Things and People for too long as I lack emotional object permanence~. Out of sight, out of mind. ꒰◞ ˕ ◟ Ꮚ ྀི ꒱ I have Now, though, One OC that is shipped with my brother’s OC because I sold them (Øystein) to him, he was already shipped with one I own (Pelle) and he wanted to keep their relationship and plot, which pleased me a Lot!

In fact, I do… But it is Forbidden Love, Dramatic Sigh… He is a peer at my Fellowship and such relationships are usually suggested to be avoided, because it could mess up both parties’ recoveries. He’s sweet, gentle, extroverted, a ray of sunshine. Very funny too. And he treats me with such gentleness, almost like he knows I am made of Porcelain. I feel like he really sees me. And he looks like Rivers Cuomo which, uhmm… Freaks Out. Yeah. Sorry, I just had to yap a little because I am still dealing with the fact that, you know, Only in Dreams. 🎶

Thank you, Mouse. I adore you. My favourite vinyl of said collection is my Ben Folds Five, Self Titled. And my favourite CD is my Ben Folds Five, Where’s Summer B? Single. Both original and imported. ૮꒰ ྀི ◜ . ◝ ྀི꒱ა